christmas wish!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY FRENS TAT ARE CELEBRATING IT
WAIT FOR THE SANTA CLAUS GIVE U ALL A PRESENT IF U R KIND TIS YEAR..
HAHA
BYE~

PRINSIP aku!

i hate people tat judge me by the way i appear!

i hate people tat said aku berkire!

and the most thing tat i hate the most n most n ever hate tat is when people talking about me behind me!

3 things above are the most i hate they do to me and said to me.

tats my principal!

i don't tolerance with people like tis..

they can be my fren and also i can be the nicest frens to them..

but once they do the 3things..

they will knw.. my perception at them will change..

n for people said aku berkire.. F**K man!

aku berkire? wat the hell!

aku bukan jenis org yg brkire! kalau aku ade duit aku ley bg jek! aku xpernah brkire..

ape yg aku wat, pe aku bg aku wat dgn ikhlas..

pastu ape korg balas? ckp aku brkire..xpndang lgsg ape aku da buat kt korg? pk kn la betul2 klo nk ckp aku brkire..

pk kn la btl2 ape aku da wat kt korg sblm ckp aku bkn2..

aku xkn brkire..klo ak xde duit xkn aku nk guk pnuh kn prmintaan korg..

aku nie bkn la ank jutawan yg ade duit brjuta2 and aku bkn la ank raja yg ade harta keturunan..

so jgn la demand n mntak bende yg mlmpau..pk2 kn la..klo aku xley nk bg pk la prasaan aku..

xkn duit hasil titik peluh mak aku nk abeh kt korg semata2..beh bek mak aku bela korg kn?

mk aku bg duit kt aku tuk aku pkai..ade batas la man...klo akblnje kt korg bia la aku ikhlas n mmpu. tp stahu aku spnjg ngn brkwn ngn kwn2 aku, aku xpnah brkire ckit pun..

plus my things is my things! it is mine man! not your's!

so dun make an order to me like the things is your's! i hate!

ade batas la beb klo nk pakai skali pun kan..

AKU BOLEH JADI BRKIRE KLO KORG SEMUA NAK! OK...

but im not going to be it..

pk la perasaan aku n jgn ckp ikut suke k..

im not try to be offensive to all my frens but im just being defensive..

sorry pada sesiapa yg terasa..harap brubah perception korg kt aku k..

*adios

FLASHBACK...

benda yg dah lepas..
yg da belalu..
yg da da jd kenangan..
yg da jd pngajaran..

kini...
dtg kembali..
muncul kmbali..
ingat kmbali..
n berlaku lg skali..

ape yg aku ckp nie adlh ape yg berlaku mse lpas dlm hidup aku sme ade manis atau pahit dtg kmbali. (but mostly pahit la)
1. eyfa
2. ed ngn fizan
3. n infection of my tlinge.( fuh piyauuuu! sakit oooo)
smua dtg kmbali..
mslh2 ini mngingatkn aku kmbali hal yg da belalu yg byk mngajar aku tuk lbey dewasa n berfikir ngn betul n matang..
aku cbe tuk mls fikirkn hal nie..
aku skng fikir scara rasional..
aku xbiakn prasaan aku mngawal aku..
aku brfikir scara matang..
aku ptut hadapi mslah ini n jelaskn ape yg spatutnye aku wat kt smua org..
aku nk pasti kn ape yg blaku lps xkn brulang lg..
tats y aku mngambil lgkah yg trbaik tuk wat kputusan n gtau kt dorg..
aku plih jln yg senang n simple n xmnyakitkn ati aku..
fullstop.

hah! for my ears! dtg kembali sakit! time f4 dlu aku pnah kene skali guk smpai kne ptong tinge ckit..
but then kne balik skng nie..
sakit giler oooo...adui..
nk wat appointment ngn pakar tau2 jek la krajaan..
tggu cm nk mati..
huu..
i live with painkiller rite now..
hahah..

bye2

am i???

am i able to see through the truth behind all tis craps?
can i see the true atmosphere tat can give me oxygen to breath
or all i can see is just bulls**t tat always play games wit me
and always pretending with tat innocent faces tat i knw before it shows the true dark colour?

hmmm...
well times by times..
juz wait and be patient to find the inner core of the heart..
tat shows how much diamonds precious to all womans..
tat goes same wit the trust tat is very valuable to each of person
dun give any credence tat's not even true..

*adios

avocado

so i think everyone knows this is avocado fruit
although people said this fruit has delectable flavour but for me it smells stink!. urgh like i can eat tat fruit..tat can't go trough my throat
no way...now i wonder who likes to eat tat fruit?? hmmm...
tis is the inner part of the fruit..kinda unic wit tat very big and rounded chocolate seed.
well it is just nice to see, but to eat "yyyaaaccckkksss"..haha
but actually this fruit it's healthful diet u know n brings lot of health benefits such as,

-may helps maintain healthy eyes
-its contribute about 2o vitamins, mineral and beneficial plant compound tat good in nutrient diet
-maintain healthy cholesterol level
-prevention of heart disease
-well for all tat wanna lose their weight,this fruit also can maintain our weight or loss it..

well the beneficial are tones more..

for more visits- http://www.avocado.org/healthy-living/nutrition


as i said just now tat is no way i can eat tat fruit just like tat..
so for me to eat tat fruit is we are doing it my way or i can say 'my uncle way' hehe..


1st step- take about 4 avocado fruits
2nd step-wash it n cut it into half,dun cut the seed because it unic.haha
3rd step-take out the seed n by spoon you 'dig' out the contain of fruit
4th step-put in blender with some milo and some water(just put in how much u like the milo)
5th step-blend it together and wahhlaa! done!

ha! and dun forget when u put in glass put also some ice.so much better when it's cold.make it thick also 'concentrated' but not to thick la..do just the way u like la..
*my uncle secret recipe.

*for better choose avocado tat is round n small(not to small) and don't choose in oval shaped because my uncle said if the fruit is in oval shape,the seed is bigger n the taste of the fruit will less testier n juicy n also lesser contain..
and some info for u 'the price in acheh(Indonesia) is so much cheaper than in Malaysia tat i bought at giant' my uncle said la..haha =.=
by this now i can eat avocado or i can say i can drink it and feels the nutrient of avocado..hehehe..
enjoy it! n u will have moustache *not practically real* cute! haha

today news..

woke up very early in the morning at 2pm! (is it really morning n early?)
haha...
well actually i slept at 6am so i woke up late lol.
hmmm...very boring..
it has been 2days im not going out..
just sitting at home doing nothing than tidy up my house,on9,eat,watching TV and some more
tat i can do at home..
hmm..
tats all my routine if im at home..
heee..
as people said 'home sweet home!'
haha..

peRemPUan,girLs,w0maNs,ladiEs...

perempuan..

perlu ke korg nk buat bende yg same mcm ape yg lelaki buat?
perlu ke korg menyakiti hati lelaki?
perlu ke korg permain2kn ati lelaki?
perlu ke korg aggap laki cm mainan n sampah jek?
perlu ke korg nie kecewakn lelaki dgn senang nye?
perlu ke korg wat janji2 n bg harapan dkat lelaki yg amat manis then mungkiri?
perlu ke korg bajet korg bagus sgt n cun n ayu n lemah lembut n watever la..?

perempuan...

korg sering mnyalahkn lelaki sbb selalu..
mengecewakn..
mempermainkn pearasaan..
main kayu tiga..
janji palsu..

tapi hakikatnye..perempuan skang same jek dgn lelaki!
walhal mungkin lg terok dr lelaki...lg advance la org kate..
itu la prempuan zaman sekarang..
kenapa la perempuan korg jadi mcm nie..
korg sepatutnye mnjaga maruah diri&keperibadian diri sndiri..
bukan mnunjukkan kelemahan sndri..

perempuan...

walaupun telah d beri sepenuh..
kasih syg..
perhatian..
barang..
penghargaan..
mase..
jagaan..
semua ckup la..
tp ape yg korg smua xpuas ati lagi dgn lelaki?

perempuan..

korg fikir la sendiri ape yg telah korg buat n lakukn..
ape yg korg telah jadi pd zaman sekarang..
as perempuan, korg xsepatutnye pijak lelaki..
cube la belajar menhargai org n sedar la....

*utk perempuan yg trase sahaje..*(not general)

p/s: to my fren..just move..jgn trlalu mgharap sgt prempuan...lupekn ape yg da trjadi..
let by gone be by gone.....

`adios`

as usual....

hari nie aku bgn awal la guk..kul 8pg..sbnarnye da bgn 6.30 then tdo blk...
bgn2 jek tros capai laptop n tros on9..
amusing..
on9 until 12.30 tgh ari,suddenly my mom call n ask me to go bath n get ready utk hantar die to lunch at hotel..after tat went to school to fetch my sis, but she went to her fren's house
then i go back(actually my mom asked me to go to take resit for the bill i paid ysterday)
then i cntinue on9..lunch
about 4 o'clock ajak daniel kuar..
then g a pjabat pos amik resit balik..then g lalu dpn skola jmpe dayah..
borak2 la kejap..
then call chepah ajk die kuar..
after tat call syhada lak ajak die kuar..
haha..sgt menarik..
g kluang mall tgk2 keadaan jap..bpe byk da brubah bnda kluang nie stlah lame xmelawatnye..
then agk da bosan..g la gelas besar..minum2..out of blue zaqir tbe2 call..die kt nasi lemak world(sbelah kdai jek) huuu..
then jmpe die..
then kul7 blk la..smbung on9..mandi..kul9 kuar lg ngn zaqir n daniel as we planned before..
i fetched them,then go to karaoke..sing for an hour..
melalak la guk nnyi smpai ilang sore..
then g mkn,minum kt nasi lemak world(lagi2 kedai tu..)huuu
borak2 mule la kisah cdey zaqir n aku, daniel hanya mndengar jek..
kisah kami berkaitan dgn pmpuan..
hahah..cdey,tragis,hampa,kecewa n stress la guk brcerita..huu
then 12.30 g la tasik la..
smbung la cte kt c2..smpai kul 2..
then on9..n now on9 n posting blog....
itu la...
sekian terima kasih......................................................................................

HolidaYYYYYYY!!

yeah!!! it's holiday time!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
rase gembira.seronok,excited,best,riang,giler...
semua ade la..hehe
yesterday got back from KMM
so guys now im back at kluang for cuti semester for about 3weeks..(sory to my frens tat still not done the MUET and cannot get back) haha...
but for me,im done the MUET! so got back early..

Tetapi...dlm best giler aku blk bercuti, ade kisah sedihnye sebelum aku blk...
hmmm(nie yg xsuke nie citer ksah yg amat mngecewakn aku nie..)
exam aku baru tamatkn semalam..sepatutnye klo da abeh wxam org akn teriak2,lompat2 n cam ase nk senyum smpai ke telinga la..tp for me..aku ase sedih,kecewa,depress n watever la yg seangkatan dgn nye SEBAB....aku jwb exam dengan teruk sekali..
tau teruk? it's bad! damn bad! so bad....baddddd.....
aku dgn xstudy nye n xtau 1 habuk or kuman apalagi hapaknye spnjang aku blaja kt matrik tu..
lg2 subjek fizik..sebnyak 16chapter, n i managed to fully understand 3 or 4 chapter only..
see how lauzy am i?..+lazy..
huu
ase nk menangis(da menangis pun sebelum exam tuh.hee)
1st time for the whole of my sweet life, aku menangis coz study..teramat la tnsion..
im not the only 1 felt the tension,but my frens also..
they all wanna cry(already cried i think)
huuu
ouh matrik....kenapa la kau begitu menyiksakn n susah + perit...
for math n kimia,,the hardest paper for me n for matric's strudent i think..
for fizik...hard also..but not quite hard..haha...

BUT! let us put tat side away n forget it! n juz wait for the result anxiously but enjoy it..heee..
i think im not gonna able to make to sem2..(but think +vely) insyaallah, for god will i'll make it..
my frens prays for me..

*deep in my brain,"better i find another place to futhur my studies..perhaps in art or modelling? hahahha!"
what do u think guys..haha.."good idea!"
pramugara pun ok wat?
TESL?
ngeeeeeeeeee..hoping...

WILL ENJOY MY HOLIDAY WITH GRATEFULL!!

bengang

Aku bosan dengan cinta mu
Aku rasa buang masa
Kau selalu mendustakan cintaku

Aku fikir kau tak searus
Lebih baik ku beralih
Biar kan diriku terus bersendiri

Ku tak fikir engkau setia
Walau jasad dan juga nyawa
Sebagai tanda cintamu padaku katamu


Tak mungkin ku percaya
Kata-kata yang penuh dusta
Hanya lah bibir berkata yang memilukan
Menambah bengang rasa hampa
Kerunsingan diriku terasa

Cukup berkali kau berkata
Jangan diulang lagi dusta
Jangan kau pujuk hati yang terluka

Tak mungkin akan ku kembali
Jika janji sekadar mimpi
Tak mungkin ku sama dirimu yang sering berdusta

Letih hatiku diserang pilu
Letih hatiku teringat janjimu, oooh caramu

Akan ku teruskan hidupku, oh tanpamu

declaration

now i want to declare that
im now is officially SINGLE!!

will never thrust girls,woman,widows or whatever they call la as long they are apposite sex!
thanx to you cause break my heart..
i appreciate it..
thanx...

want to forget you..

NOT AVAILABLE!

kuih raya..

PENGUMUMAN!!!

tahun nie raye buat kuih raye nk dibuat oleh family aku hanye la 1jenis sahaja..harap maklum!
disebabkn masalah xckup tgn n mase,family aku hanya berjaya mmbuat kuih suji shje
my fevret!
tetapi ape yg mmbangga kan saye adalah jumlah bilangan kuih 'tunjuk' or kuih 'free' amat memberansangkan air liur dan nafsu mkanan aku amat menghairah kan..
hahah
sgguh byk kuih! menarik..
tp....
yg amat mnjadi kerisaun aku adlh...
confirm pasnie bdn aku mkin gemok n bulat!
nie belum raye lg yg cmpur ngn rendang nye lg.
alahai...dugaan bulan syawal yg akn tibe 1ari jek lg..
haha
xpela..yg penting aku happy!
k la tats all i wanna write
c u all later.
eh lupe..
to my frens! i want ur kuih raye! dtg la bg kuih raye..
hehe

i realised...

i realised..
17.9.09

arrived at bukit jalil at 7pm for cuti raya. sarah's sister fetch us.then went to mcD for break our fasting. after that straight away sent me to KL CENtraL.
8pm arrived with a pair of my hand full of heavy bags.. found a place to sit while waiting for my brother. tired all of my body, smelly surrounded me..i've been waiting for an hour..while,i msg with syuhada. badmood...call my gf. ended with a bad cnversation..hoping she shows some caring, but negatively no. later text to syamila. she replied me. have a good mood wit her. after an hour waited, go to atm to cucuk duit. then eat for 2nd round at mcD and lepak there. my sis msg me, ask me where am i . happily she cares about me.. then continue msg wit ila. wanna joy myself.. after half an hour, text to my bro , sakit ati sgt die belum siap lg...then out from mcD. waited at outside kL central. it has already 2hours i've waited 4 my bro..
out of the blue, sadly i was thinking tat, im all alone at here.. my mom didnt call me, ask me how i am? 2hours reach to 3 hoursshe not call me. . as for my gf, not at all text to me, ask how am i?wat im doing?..as for my frens, also the same..only ila i tells hw am i..
my family, my gf, my frens.. no one at all cares about me tat time i think..

now at 17.9.09 at kL central my eyes opened, waiting for 3hours all alone, i realised..NO ONE BESIDES ME.. NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME.. my mum..my gf..i felt tat hopeless...sad.. i realised, i must stands on my own feet fom now on.. no one will worry about me.. thnx to all of u.. i realised....

just dreaming

mcm biase la..bgn sahur then sambung tido blk..
mase aku ngah tido tuh aku berdreaming la kan..
tau aku mimpi ape?kompem la xtau kan..hehe
aku mimpi yg aku telefon cik suraida(p.pngarah hal ehwal pelajar a.k.a devil woman)haha

aku: hello cik suraida
cik suraida:ye saye
aku: saye nk mohon tuk balik lambat.
cik suraida: kenapa? xboleh!
aku: akk saye kawen la cik.(tipu jek)
cik suraida: bile akk awk kawen?
aku:esk la..
cik suraida: bape ari awk nk cuti?
aku: sye nk balik esk punye esk ari.
cik suraida:ok, tp awk kene bg surat la,awk tau kn kene ade surat
aku:ok2..ty saye tulis.tq cik suraida bye.
(die cam evil kan mule2,tuh la die..haha)

aku pun ngan excitednye eppy..ape lg text la msg kt sarah n kwn die ika..

sarah aku da cal cik suraida n die cakap ley blk lmbat tp bg surat la.
ko nk balik bile?
text bnde yg sme kt ika la..
(aku eppy giler wei!)

tggu punye tggu dorg..xrply2 msg aku..
then aku pun tersedar! ouh......
it juz a dreaming...
kan bgus klo btl..ley lmbat ckit aku blk prison tuh...
i dun want to get back to tat prison..
pasnie da xde cuti lg.tggu aye jek..
i wish tat dream comes true..aiyooo
malas nk balik KMM arini...xnk blk...huuu
cdey...
p/s: eh nk ptong rambut la..rmbut agk serabai pnjang giler..smpai sume suh ptong..
nk mandi dlu..chow! tuh jek nk cite..huuu
bye

photos

sinis

nerd without a book

sincerity

wek

wit ain(rounders time!)

profeser

smart?

farah playing wit the chemical

plessing jek

sayang..

there's still has love...

masih ada cinta itu

ingin aku kukuhkannya

ingin aku semaikannya

tapi hati kecilku berkata

adakah aku akan sebahgia sperti dulu??

mungkin kebahgiaan itu mengalir bersama air yg keruh

yg mungkin xkan kembali bersama air yg jernih

inginku luahkan..

i luv u..

i miss u..

i need u..

i want u..
(ouh my bantal busuk!)
HAHAHA!

nah..jz kidding..

_dedicate to someone_

lagu 1malaysia

guys dengar la lagu 1malaysia kt www.hotfm.com.my
hebat2 semua lagu..(wpun lum dengar sume lagu lg)
tp best siot..
menunjukkan semangat patriotik!
undi la yg paling best supaya kite sume senang nk nyanyi and ingat and sesuai ngn jiwa..
haha..
and bagi aku la kan lagu yg pling best la kan..
ermmm..entah la? haha..semua best2 kot..xtau nk plih mane.
mcm2 ade..ade yg lirik pnjang lebar,maksud yg mendalam..semua ade la..
sempena kemerdekaan yg xlame lg nie..mari la kite memilih lagu..
yeah.....

not a swine flue!

Im sick!!!
urgh! cnnot stands it..
got infection from my roommate tat hve been 3days fever
bcoz of his 'kedegilan' dun want to go clinic! now im sick!
my roomate sicks since last monday and on wednesday evening slowly
i became tired,dizzy..
batuk sampai nk berdarah tekak and also my temperature of my body increased rapidly..
i cnnot stand it! terbaring smpai malam then asked my roomate go to clinic..
forsaken god! he follow me..
went to clinic and check temperature, GOD! 39 celcius! im dying...
then the doctor gve me medicine.. n i got mc for 2days! yipee!.
yesterday i went back home..
luckily my tmperature back to normal but still batuk and sakit kepala..
urgh! when im gonna be in the pink of health again?
juz cntinue take medicines..
it has been 3days..
hopefully will recover quickly..
now fasting my tekak dry..becomes wrost!
sabar je lah....puasa...
all doakan saya cepat sembuh ok..

p/s: not +ve H1N1

results today!

i think i fail all subjects...
hmmm...
dunno what to say..
ngeeeee

belajar,belajar,belajar,,

date: 12 August 2009


day: Wednesday


avenue: tutorial 2.1.6


time: 8.30-now


aim: STUDY PHYSICS FOR QUIZ TOMORROW

studying physics rite now.
at bilik tutor wit my praktikum(kumbe)
we cnnot find the answer for the question so we are like crazy rite now.
want to tell to our lecturer to postpone the quiz~!!!
wuaaaahhh...

bye :(

GOOD BYE ALL~

FAREWELL...

SEE YA AGAIN....

away to matric

aku xbenci kau

kau cakap aku benci kau
benci kau
benci kau
benci kau
...

itu jek kau tau cakap!
kalau aku benci kau dr mule aku da ckp dengan kau
aku sayang kau
xcukup ke semua tuh?
asal aku berubah cikit jek
kau cakap aku benci kau..
eh AKU SAYANG KAU LA!
kau ingat aku xbosan ke dengar semua tu keluar dr mulut kau?
aku muak dengar semua tu
kau tetap no.1 dalam idup aku!
aku penat la dengar perkataan BENCI dari mulut kau

kau kata kau sayang aku
aku pun sayang kau
tp kau kerap menyatakn aku benci kau
jangan sesekali fikir aku benci kau
kalau aku dah benci dengan kau aku akan cakap dengan kau
jangan perkataan tu keluar dari mulut kau lagi
amat menyakitkan hati aku!

Reaching for the sky

can i reach the sky??

trying for my best to reach the level tat beyond my mind and body can be done

to have the courage of your convictions

hard to do tat, keep the motivation

succeed everyone wants it

but the only truly dreams it can have it

may i have the strength to go trough any obstacles

support me, courage me n motivate me...

world! wait for me!

last day in kluang

bangun pagi(tgh ari sbnarnye)
gosok gigi(komoh jek)
cuci muke(ala2 jek)
trun bwh tros capai pinggan then makan! haha..
pastuh on9 then tengok tv
then tido balik! (nikmat yg amat)
then bangun balik then tengok tv, then on9 lagi.haha

actually, i want to write about my last day at home,kluang after 2weeks of mid-sem break...
i dunno wat to do today bcoz i want to spend my last day just sitting at home do smethg tat i cnnot do at KMM(hell prison)
actually my assgnment not done yet(ehehe)
i think bout tat later haha..
some of my frens already go back to their campus or matric
sad coz gonna back to usual routine at KMM tat is study!
for the sake of my life..
n not going to see my frens anymore
myb for another 2months or 3months..
but life must keep on going! no matter wat happen, I'm gonna not let it stay in my mind
hahah
food,TV,Internet,my superb bed,my kucing(abu) n also my car..
omg! gonna miss a lot with it/them
(mengidam asam pedas la..da lame gile xmkn!)
tomorrow will leave my things n my house..
huaaaaa~ dun want to..but have to! haha
so long kluang..sayonara~
welcome back KMM :'(
you are not alone-MJ

friends

Friendship make prosperity more shining and lessens adversity by dividing and sharing it.

:Cicero (106 BC - 43 BC)

The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.

:Carl Jung (1875 - 1961)

You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you.

:Dale Carnegie

All people want is someone to listen

:Hugh Elliott,

in my memories forever

as i walk trough

as i grown up

as i fly over

as i go forward not looking back

my memories will remain in my mind


kwn..ko hadir menceriakn aku
kwn..ko cahaya idup aku
kwn..jangan tinggalkn aku keseorangan


aku sikit pun xlupekn korang
korg tetap ade dlm ingatan aku
w/pun korg smua ckp aku brubah bgitu byk
tapi dlm ati aku,aku msih mmerlukan korg..
begitu byk kenangan kite bersama
ketawa..
sedih&duka
susah senang
kite tempuhi bersama...
kenangan semasa disekolah xdpt dilupekan..
aku btl2 merindui mase dlu kite bersame..

no matter wat happen
no matter how far u all go
no matter the world end
remember u and i are frens now and forever
until death do us part..
with loves.....
-aan-

alive again

I'm blogging again! yeah!

and all tis thanx to my beloved fren TZYY JIUN!
credit to her bcoz my blogskin changed...
before tis i hve no mood to write bcoz of my blogskin.it's terrible! miserable! haha..
but now it alive again! yeah u ROCK jzai! hehe..
after tones of code I'm playing with, now im satisfied with my blog
and can layback to rest now.haha
(haish)
now i hve the spirit to blogging again!(ceh) haha..
keep on follow update in my blog k..

which onE??

which one should i go or choose?
its hard to choose..
if i choose the near one, is there any helper can help me
if i choose the far one, there's nobody besides me..
what should i do?
go the far one or the near one?

ARGH!!!!!

@#$@%

LUAHAN HATI

AKU MENCINTAI MU!!!!!!

AKU DA X TAHAN!!!

I LOVE U FOREVER........

TAKDIR MEMISAHKN KITE..

I ACCEPT IT....

(CRYING FOR TONIGHT) :'(

~tergendala sebentar(renovate)

guys~
blog aku ni akan tergendala sebentar cz aku ngah renovate blog nie(ceh cm renovate umah lak)
so utk aku merenovate blog smentara nie..aku xdpt nk post blog lg..
ty bile da siap or ok,aku akan kembali sperti biase..
stay wit me!
more to come..
luv u all!

_mse aku budak dulu_

nk dimulekan cite cmnie la.. errrmmm..da slme 9bulan mk aku simpan dlm prut die ngn pnuh kasih syg n seksa(haha) last2 kuar la pd tanggal 13 april 1991 kt hospital batu pahat.da lahir kt batu pahat,so aku nie org johor la kan. lahir jek kt batu pahat,tp aku dibesarkn kt kluang..dari tahun 1992 smpai la skang aku duk kluang. name yg aku dpat dari kuargaaku = KHAIRUL AZHAN B MOKHTAR(alkisahnye)cdap x nme tu?hehe..kisahnye mk ngah aku citer die n mak aku nk cari nme yg mle huruf H depan n ending die DDIN tp xde yg ssuai lak.so plih la nme tu.then aku dibesarkn spenuhnye oleh mama n abah ku dgn pnuh ksih syg(agk la kot.hehe)nme mak aku ialah Pn. Normah bt Jantan n bpk aku En. Mokhtar b zainon. aku ni ank ke6.byk x siblings aku? haha..sblm aku mk aku da lahirkn 2org abg n 3org kakak da(fuh terer parents aku ni)..kire aku nie last boy in da team la..mnje? eh xla..mne de mnje.aku de adik pmpuan sbnarnye.tp tuh nnti la aku citer.. smbung2...time kecik dlu mk,akk2,abg2 aku ckp aku ni la yg pling susah nk jge.sebab knpe? sebab aku nie degil+nakal+kuat majuk.haha..yeke?agk la kot..dlu rmbut aku trpacak tggi(xley nk trun lgsg)sbb tuh la org ckp aku nie degil orgnye..aku mmg kuat mjuk dlu.ingat lg time dulu pd satu pg teman mk n akk aku g pasar besar kluang.haha(ktawa dlu)..jln2 dengan bau busuk yg aku xtahan sgt smpai ttup hidung aku n nk muntah(bau ikan n ayam la)tbe2 aku trnmpk patung power rangers(minat giler dlu.haha)aku nk sgt patung power rangers tau dlu.then aku mntak la mk aku..tp mk aku xnk beli..aku pun kcewa n cdey yg tramat sgt.then aku mule la muncungkn bibirku yg seksi tuh n buat muke seposen.haha..mk n akk aku jln jek aku pun ikut la,tp jauh ckit la dari dorg..hehe..then aku diam jek.bile mk aku tnye jek aku xjwb.aku jeling kt dorg.hahha..then mk n akk aku mare la.then aku xtaan,aku mnjerit2 n nnges2 nk patung tuh guk.klo x aku xnk balik! haha..dgn da mcm tuh mk aku pun beli guk la(trpakse).aku pun pe lg..eppy la! hehe..tuh la kot akk aku ckp aku la yg plg susah nk jge.huhu..

n lg 1,aku ni kuat buat mak aku mare.xdengar kate la sng cakap.smpai ari2 ley ckp mk aku mare aku..betape degilnye aku dulu.haha..dah2 ckup ngn kisah degil aku..xmoh cite lg..

dulu time kecik aku mmg sentiase berkepit ngn bpk aku.ske ekot die g mne.even die g kje kt skola pun aku ekot(dlu bpk aku cgu! skang da kje sndri!)haha..sengal x aku? huhuh..ngn mk aku kurang ckit la cz bpk aku yg slalu bwk kete,so sntiase la brkepit..klo x dpt ekot,kowg paham2 jek la kn..aku mjuk la ngn muke seposen tuh n jerit2! haha! mse aku kecik2 aku slalu guk la travel ngn kete volvo aku yg da semput tuh..haha..stiap kali jln jauh jek msti buat hal dulu..tgh2 highway die mati wat hal(so pade org2 yg pnah trnmpk de org duk mnggu ngn kete volvo etam kt tepi highway,itu aku la!) haha..mak aku ni cgu guk..suami isteri cgu(sehati sjiwa x?).tp mak aku de tande kertas SPM dari time aku kecik lg..so aku byk ekot mk la g travel(sbnarnye tnde kertas) haha...

lg2...erm..ha! lg satu sikap aku yg bapak aku xley tahan smpai aku pnah nk kene pukul ngn getah paip tuh adlah sikap aku mlas nk g skola! haha..dulu aku mmg malas gile nk g skola! buhsan..duk umah lg besh.haha..so klo aku mls nk g skola,aku akn cari idea or tektik tuk mnipu xnk g skola.mcm2 alsan aku bg dulu! sakit perut la,sngaja xnk bangun la,baju skola hilang la..haha..punye la malas aku nk g skola.huhu..then satu ari tuh aku xnk g skola,tibe2 bpk aku mngamuk then pkse aku g mndi.aku xnk guk! die cmpak aku dlm bilik air suh mndi guk.klo x die pukul aku!(da pgang getah paip tuh) haha! then aku mndi la ngan melalak..da siap nek kete,smpai skola(msih kt kete lg ni) aku ley wat pangai lg..xmoh trun! haha..then bpk aku pun ngamuk la lg skali.die tarik aku keluar then cmpak aku keluar! hahah! malu aku dulu dpn org kne cmpak kuar..hahha..eh tp smpai drjah 2 jek tau aku wat perangai tu.haha..bapak aku nie garang gile orgnye dulu.tp skang xsgt la.cz da tue..xlarat da.hahah..tuh la aku yg pmalas.haha..

lagi satu..aku nie seorg yg kuat nnges dulu n kencing malam.haha..tp kecik2 la..da besar xde..hehe.dulu bley dikatekn stiap ari aku melalak cz xpuas ati n kne mare la.haha...n kt skola pun kdg2 nnges.bese la time kecik2.xmatang..plus,aku ske cari gado ngn siblings aku.lg2 abg aku yg 2tahun tue dari aku.haha..dulu ari2 gado tmbuk2 n tendang.slalu aku la klh.tp aku da xpuas ati giler aku la menang.aku ngamuk giler smpai pale die aku tndang(sori abgku)hahah...n akk aku yg 3thn tue dr aku pun aku ske bertekak n pukul guk la.haha..dulu time kecik mmg suke brgado la smpai pening pale mk aku jage 6org ank.haha..

pd tanggal 28 oct 1997 mk aku melahirkan seorg lg ank(adik aku la)prempuan(kcewa guk la)aku nk adik laki! ahaha..tp xpela.rzeki..aku da bkn yg bgsu lg..bkn ank mnje lg..mama n abah aku da tuka ksih syg die kt adik baru aku tuh(cdey) kununnye la..haha..tp xpe.. aku mmbawe diri aku sorg2 edup n mmbesar sndri..cehwah! emo jap..hahha! eh da la pnt aku tulis lme2..adei..ty de mse lg aku tulis lg la..huhu..nie jek la kisah aku time kcik stakat nie.byk lg..tp len kli la klo de mse lg aku cite..hahah..chow! p/s nk kemas umah...hahha...

nie gambo aku time da beso..mse kcik xley nk upload.haha

_jz get started_

i juz get started..

juz make my blog and i dunno any single thing what i've to do..hahha...
so need some advice to build my own blog.
peace to all.. ^.^