terfikir

kadang-kadang terfikir....

kalau kita hilang untuk satu jangka masa, ada tak yang akan mencari kita?

mungkin ada mungkin tiada..

mungkin ada kisah mungkin tiada kisah..

mungkin rajin mungkin malas.. 

mungkin risau mungkin tak risau.. 

mungkin bertanya khabar mungkin tidak..

mungkin kawan atau mungkin...sekadar kenalan...

semuanya kemungkinan.. 

mungkin kita terlalu mencuba untuk menjadi yang terbaik...

dear God

is this the right path i'm choosing? 

please guide me dear God. 

*i feel like i'm losing it. 

kau je lah buat

    kalau nak diikutkan nak je aku buang kau, kau, kau dan kauuu ni dari friends list aku dalam semua social network yang aku ade. hesh tak tau lah nak cakap macam mana tapi kau, kau, kau dan kauuu ni, aku rasa macam annoying gile kotttttt. tak perlu kot kau jadi annoying sampai begitu. get over it lahh. mungkin lah ade certain orang yang ok dengan kau tapi aku takkk dan mungkin ade lagi ramai yang tak. tapi disebabkan kau dah jadi friends aku (kalau mase dulu kau, kau, kau dan kauuu add aku, aku dah tau kau memang annoying gile..memang aku tak approve lahhh) kesian pulak nak remove/delete kau. takkan lah tiba-tiba tanpa sebab kau tau aku remove kau kannn. 

    tapi, tapi.. on the other hand, mungkin kau, kau, kau dan kauu pun terasa sama gak yang aku ni annoying gakk. ha ape lagi! remove/delete/block je aku teruuus! memang senang lah hidup aku nak buat kerja... tak payah lah aku nak pilih macam Kickin’ in the front seat, Sittin’ in the back seat, Gotta make my mind up, Which seat can I take? susah gile kottt. hidup aku ni tak lah seperfect macam hidup kau kan kan kannnn. ulang..ulang..ulang bende yang same je hari-hari kau ni. naik bosan aku. 

    macam ni lah aku ni nak menjaga friendship antara kita (kononnye) so kalau kau buat tak nampak lah aku orang jahatnyaaa. kannn? thank you! i would really appreciate it so much! buat dengan cepat eh. with love :D

*kadang-kadang susah nak puaskan hati semua orang ni. aku pahammm...

RIP

Rest In Peace to Marco Pollo Albuqarqi. (naahh! tipu je name panjang die tu) 

hanya Marco saje. kucing paling gebu and gemuk.

tarikh kematian: sebelum azan subuh 14/3/2011

kejadian: dibelakang rumah, Kluang, Johor.

sebab kematian: dibunuh anjing jahanam (4ekor) dan dilambung-lambung. (suspek pendarahan dalaman yg banyak)

tempat dikuburkan: Sekolah. 

RIP Marco.. RIP... 

T.T

*baru semalam main and manja-manja dengan die. dah ajal~

you just perfect.

as you can see my girl's picture has been replaced by zooey deschanel's pic. well i have watched 500 days of summer movie for a second time last night and all i do was grinning all the time while watching that movie. i don't know why, but i just love watching the 2 of them falling in love together. i have already watched it last year. the story line is just perfect, though the ending of the story is not what we expected but that's why, i'm most like it

but the main point is not about the movie. it's about the lead actress in that movie, zooey deschanel as summer finn. who's will never fell in love for a woman like that? her character, her looks, her smile, her eyes is so blue... zooey looks like katy perry. she is also a singer but in a band called she&him. let's not go about her true life, but in the movie. the character she plays, is a woman who's not believe in love and don't want a serious relationship between tom hensen. summer is a very loose person. she has a very good taste in music and kinda funny but looks blurry sometimes. i'm like, can't stop looking at her and when she is with tom. this movie is like the all time movie and my most favorite. for those who haven't watch it anymore, go and watch it. you will feel the same as i do. :) 

here are one of the latest song of she&him. she looks very beautiful and innocent. 

enjoy.

*now,  i'm falling in love with her. summer finn~

cheer up!

"You Raise Me Up"

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up... To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;

Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;

But when you come and I am filled with wonder,

Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up... To more than I can be. 

i tagged you here Di! have a blast holiday! 

no, it's not

it is hard when once you have an empty heart and empty soul then you want to regain it.

it is not an easy way to fill it again with some precious things like you fill your stomach with a bunch of foods.

so it takes time. you need rehabilitation until you are strong enough to endure all the pain again.

 so please understand me. this ain't things you can snap your fingers then poooh!  

that is not the real life we live within.

*stay with me, i'll try to be strong. 

i wish i can say it

i just wanna say i love you

i just wanna say i love you

i just wanna say i love you

i just wanna say i love you~~

*ni lagu syasya and nenek slalu nyanyi. bodoh, tapi best

maturity

everyone has their own ways to mature. as long as they make a mistake and learn from it, they'll consider as a matured person. so just let them make mistakes in their own ways.  whose to judge? so fucked up people that condemn immature and think they are so mature on everything they do. we learn from the past. as if you are so perfect from the day you're born. 

they are just going through the adolescent stage. a person trying to find their own identity.

*relax-relax sudah....