oh you being sadistic

 i was thinking, is there anyone can truly understand others? hmmm i bet there's NONE. to be able understand others, i think you must be a fake person first cause you tried to care and listen to them but (to be frankly speaking) you all just care about YOURSELF. so stop being FAKE and shows like you care about others. c'mon, what's wrong you being selfish rather than being a fake person? I AM LIKE THAT (i mean selfish) so don't try so hard and much on me. but if you try, ok i can be fake to you. please be matured. this world is lot cruel than you can able to think of. haha. there's only some list I've approved to  get along with me. for those outside there please be aware. thank you. 

*who knows when i'm going to be fake. maybe while i'm  with you? hehe

nil

hmmm.. i don't feel to write anything this week. 

nil to talk about or story.

i'm just waiting for you all posting so that i can read it. 

i'll come back soon if i have something to share about. 

*well i don't care you want to do that. do whatever you want

I'm not that kind of friends.

When a friend ask for help, I have guilt in myself to help or to not. It is hard to confront when we, ourselves have our own problem, yet we're not telling the truth to this friend. At first, I was thought that I could help, but if I help, I, myself will have the problem at the end eventually. Despite, I would do anything for you if I could. But I have let you down my friend. Of course you're my friend and by not helping you when you needed the most, it will assures that you'll think that a friend when they are not there when a friend is in trouble, are not truly a friend instead, just a fun friends when you are there when we having fun and good time together, literally. Deepest in my heart, I'm very and truly sorry for what I have done. i want to ensure you that we are still be friends no matter what, it's just this time I couldn't help you. Sorry of my wrongdoing. Please aware that now I have my own problem and I'm not telling you this because of I don't want to upset you. Now you have must thinking that I'm very a bad friend. 

*you're my friend no matter what, i hope you'll read this. 

entry ini bernilai RM10

so as my last entry said that i drove a manual car to shah alam. what's my friends and i doing in shah alam that took us about an hour to arrive? we went to the i-city! you all know the i-city, right? it's just in front of the uitm shah alam. i don't know when the i-city was built but i had fun there that drove me crazy driving a manual car just to go there. eh! but before we went there we stop by at sate kajang, 'the sate haji samuri' to eat. haha. gune gps. so here some photos we took. enjoy it. so beautiful.

di sate kajang

telah tiba di i-city

oh my peacock!

is it chrismast already?

this is a picturesque  

just wanna make you annoying. haa

so went back at 3a.m. haish penat. it was great! unfortunately we came a bit late so there are some places that have already closed. we came at 1a.m. 

*nak masuk tempat ni kene bayar RM10!

*oh kite jumpe dafi AF kat sini. si hidung besar tu. haha

manual, check!

hey hey! ni nak bagitau yang sekarang aku dah boleh bawak kereta manual dengan sempurna (well tak lah sempurna sangat) tapi tuk membuktikan yang aku dah bawak manual sejauh dari bangi ke kajang selepas itu ke shah alam! tanpa mati dan naik bukit (yang mcm belajar kat driving school tu) sebanyak 3x beb! adakah itu cukup membuktikan aku pro? wahahah! well tapi aku admit lah mati sekali dekat stesen minyak. alah tak kira lah tu. haha. dari kajang ke shah alam sejauh 45 minit menempuh 3 ke 4 plaza tol and balik semula pun same tanpa mati enjin. oh aku sangat bangga. hoho. so sekarang ni jangan cakap aku tak pandai bawak manual lagi! 2-2 kereta auto atau manual aku sudah boleh bawak. tiada halangan ape-ape lagi bagi je saya kereta ape, saya mampu bawak. jikalau (cehwah) sebelum ni saya menolak untuk memandu manual secara bulat-bulat, sekarang "c'mon-c'mon!!" hahah. this is freaking awesome man! it is legen wait for it..... dary! 

*sangat menguji kesabaran aku and bergetar-getar memandu 

there's a glance when i was thinking about doing things that are at least will be profit to me or not wasting my time just sitting in front of the desk and 'do this'. i think so many things and i would like to make it happen. it turns the other way round when i reached at my desk, turn on my laptop and all the wishes i want to do and need to be done have completely gone. vanished! i forgot about every single thing that i want to do. all i focus on is the internet, internet, internet! what a shame. feel so hopeless. oh i need some courage! i need something to boost me up. come guys! 

*this picture is soo funny lah timberlake! haha

se-afternoon bersiar bersama marco.

kucing ini arr manyak gemok and comel. (gaya cina eh cakap)

die tak pernah kot keluar rumah. asyik duk dalam je. maklumlah duduk kat condo(mewah kucing ni)

so bile kucing dah secantik ini nak bawak keluar bersiar-siar kat taman bawah

memang kene ikat macam anjing lah takut terlepas dek lari and dikebas orang

die punye takutttttt bercalar-calar badan aku. memang seksa bawak die bersiar-siar. 

payah! tapi budak ni memang best lah. suke tengok die takut-takut. haha

macam-macam aksi ade. feel free to enjoy looking at these pictures!

kau memang paling comel lahhhhh...

time ni baru keluar lift die terus lari smpai tercabut. penat tu nak tangkap die.

ini kene paksa. sorry ade unsur-unsur ganas. (die taknak jalan..)

muke lesu..

comel kan?

penat ni nak suruh die jalan

pandai posing mamat handsome ni

bersantai lah

anak beranak

weee... gelongsor.

tercungap-cungap die. kesian

ni aku nak X-large. time ni sangat comel. kan kan?

aku rase sebab die ni gemok sangat bile sekali dapat keluar and berjalan mesti lah tercungap-cungap kan. haha

tuuu marco

suke makan rumput mamat ni

harimau nak memburu

ha! ini lah tuan si marco tuuu.. ape persamaan dorang? haha
sekarang tau kan kenape marco tu gemok. haha (kene large sikit)

nak tangkap ikan

berseronok jugak

sangat comellllll

tak tau kenape gambar ni tak boleh rotate? tapi cool! garang..

die ni degil sangat. nak lari je bile lepas.

sambil menyelam minum air lah kannn haha

penat jage die. ikat je lah. (tapi lepas jugak.)

nak try angkat semua

ehem-ehem

time ni memang sakit teramat. kuku die cengkam aku. taknak naik lift balik. huu

tak sabar menunggu pintu terbuka nak serbu ballik rumah teros.

lift dah terbuka die teros lari tunggu depan rumah nak bukak pintu.

marco marco... penat layan budak kecik ni. haish..

*gambar banyak ni. tengok-tengok lah kalau suka.