there's a glance when i was thinking about doing things that are at least will be profit to me or not wasting my time just sitting in front of the desk and 'do this'. i think so many things and i would like to make it happen. it turns the other way round when i reached at my desk, turn on my laptop and all the wishes i want to do and need to be done have completely gone. vanished! i forgot about every single thing that i want to do. all i focus on is the internet, internet, internet! what a shame. feel so hopeless. oh i need some courage! i need something to boost me up. come guys! 

*this picture is soo funny lah timberlake! haha