declaration

now i want to declare that
im now is officially SINGLE!!

will never thrust girls,woman,widows or whatever they call la as long they are apposite sex!
thanx to you cause break my heart..
i appreciate it..
thanx...

want to forget you..

NOT AVAILABLE!

kuih raya..

PENGUMUMAN!!!

tahun nie raye buat kuih raye nk dibuat oleh family aku hanye la 1jenis sahaja..harap maklum!
disebabkn masalah xckup tgn n mase,family aku hanya berjaya mmbuat kuih suji shje
my fevret!
tetapi ape yg mmbangga kan saye adalah jumlah bilangan kuih 'tunjuk' or kuih 'free' amat memberansangkan air liur dan nafsu mkanan aku amat menghairah kan..
hahah
sgguh byk kuih! menarik..
tp....
yg amat mnjadi kerisaun aku adlh...
confirm pasnie bdn aku mkin gemok n bulat!
nie belum raye lg yg cmpur ngn rendang nye lg.
alahai...dugaan bulan syawal yg akn tibe 1ari jek lg..
haha
xpela..yg penting aku happy!
k la tats all i wanna write
c u all later.
eh lupe..
to my frens! i want ur kuih raye! dtg la bg kuih raye..
hehe

i realised...

i realised..
17.9.09

arrived at bukit jalil at 7pm for cuti raya. sarah's sister fetch us.then went to mcD for break our fasting. after that straight away sent me to KL CENtraL.
8pm arrived with a pair of my hand full of heavy bags.. found a place to sit while waiting for my brother. tired all of my body, smelly surrounded me..i've been waiting for an hour..while,i msg with syuhada. badmood...call my gf. ended with a bad cnversation..hoping she shows some caring, but negatively no. later text to syamila. she replied me. have a good mood wit her. after an hour waited, go to atm to cucuk duit. then eat for 2nd round at mcD and lepak there. my sis msg me, ask me where am i . happily she cares about me.. then continue msg wit ila. wanna joy myself.. after half an hour, text to my bro , sakit ati sgt die belum siap lg...then out from mcD. waited at outside kL central. it has already 2hours i've waited 4 my bro..
out of the blue, sadly i was thinking tat, im all alone at here.. my mom didnt call me, ask me how i am? 2hours reach to 3 hoursshe not call me. . as for my gf, not at all text to me, ask how am i?wat im doing?..as for my frens, also the same..only ila i tells hw am i..
my family, my gf, my frens.. no one at all cares about me tat time i think..

now at 17.9.09 at kL central my eyes opened, waiting for 3hours all alone, i realised..NO ONE BESIDES ME.. NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME.. my mum..my gf..i felt tat hopeless...sad.. i realised, i must stands on my own feet fom now on.. no one will worry about me.. thnx to all of u.. i realised....

just dreaming

mcm biase la..bgn sahur then sambung tido blk..
mase aku ngah tido tuh aku berdreaming la kan..
tau aku mimpi ape?kompem la xtau kan..hehe
aku mimpi yg aku telefon cik suraida(p.pngarah hal ehwal pelajar a.k.a devil woman)haha

aku: hello cik suraida
cik suraida:ye saye
aku: saye nk mohon tuk balik lambat.
cik suraida: kenapa? xboleh!
aku: akk saye kawen la cik.(tipu jek)
cik suraida: bile akk awk kawen?
aku:esk la..
cik suraida: bape ari awk nk cuti?
aku: sye nk balik esk punye esk ari.
cik suraida:ok, tp awk kene bg surat la,awk tau kn kene ade surat
aku:ok2..ty saye tulis.tq cik suraida bye.
(die cam evil kan mule2,tuh la die..haha)

aku pun ngan excitednye eppy..ape lg text la msg kt sarah n kwn die ika..

sarah aku da cal cik suraida n die cakap ley blk lmbat tp bg surat la.
ko nk balik bile?
text bnde yg sme kt ika la..
(aku eppy giler wei!)

tggu punye tggu dorg..xrply2 msg aku..
then aku pun tersedar! ouh......
it juz a dreaming...
kan bgus klo btl..ley lmbat ckit aku blk prison tuh...
i dun want to get back to tat prison..
pasnie da xde cuti lg.tggu aye jek..
i wish tat dream comes true..aiyooo
malas nk balik KMM arini...xnk blk...huuu
cdey...
p/s: eh nk ptong rambut la..rmbut agk serabai pnjang giler..smpai sume suh ptong..
nk mandi dlu..chow! tuh jek nk cite..huuu
bye

photos

sinis

nerd without a book

sincerity

wek

wit ain(rounders time!)

profeser

smart?

farah playing wit the chemical

plessing jek

sayang..

there's still has love...

masih ada cinta itu

ingin aku kukuhkannya

ingin aku semaikannya

tapi hati kecilku berkata

adakah aku akan sebahgia sperti dulu??

mungkin kebahgiaan itu mengalir bersama air yg keruh

yg mungkin xkan kembali bersama air yg jernih

inginku luahkan..

i luv u..

i miss u..

i need u..

i want u..
(ouh my bantal busuk!)
HAHAHA!

nah..jz kidding..

_dedicate to someone_

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