feelling like crazzzyyy~

the moral of the story

cari la lubang dulu sbelum nak berak.

jgn nk berak baru nk cari lubang. haha

tu ayat mak aku..

well cite xmule lagi da moral story lak, pelik.

tp tu la, cuti 2mggu, mama da bebel2 kat umah asyik ngadap tenet jek

smpai die ckp, "ko ingat aku belikan laptop suh ko ngadap tenet jek, chatting jek ke? buat keje tu!" (smbil buat muke geram kat aku.tahap maximum la tu.)

haish..

apela nasib

but then, that just me, aku xkn agkat bontot slagi x last minit, nyawa2 ikan la..

duk umah on9 jek, tp aku ade la wat assignments guk.

aku fikir assignments yg aku wat kt umah tu da settle, w/pun aku ase cam sikit jek aku wat, tp memadai la kan..hehe

ok2 sebelum aku mluah kn perasaan yg xsudah2 kt umh tu, setibanye aku di matrik yg indah nie (ha! skema~)

mlm tu tros kumpul 1 kmpulan wat english. nk tacap2 lg tuk project english nie..sal article la graph la..

so bile da kmpul, aku mendapati yg spatutnye pie chart kene wat byk lg..sememangnye pie chart tu bahagian aku la..

urgh~!! mase tu aku pk, OTAK DIE!! FFF...

ok english poject nk anta ari esknye

dinamika anta esk gak (smemangnye aku xmule pape lgpun sal dinamika)

pengucapan awam yg akn brtanding ari rabu ( aku kene wakil praktikum)

agama ngn ayat hafazan ( yg sememangnye byk n pnjg.)

dlm ati aku "mati la aku kali nie..xtdo mlm la nie..gile ar~"

aku pun ngadu la kt dak group aku

ida pun same ngn aku..tp die ttp cool..liza pun sme..tp die da wat la ckit.syira jgn ckp la, xtau bile mase die lekang? hehe

aku nk wat pie chart pun nk kene analysis data lg..atleast 12 pie chart kene wat and aku wat 3 pie chart..gile nk siap kn mlmml nie!!?

aku kuatkn smngat n wat guk. tp dgn mnduka citanye aku wat and xdpt nk kuarkn idea..urgh..

aku kuat lg..

dlm mase yg sme, cik safritah kite tlh mminta ampun kpd cgu dinamika ktowg tuh tgguhkn tarikh pghantaran folio. so cgu pun baik la kn..die suh anto ari rabu..nasib.so beban kurg ckit..

arini aku siapkn la bi..

esknye, bi da siap, ok anta. 1assgnments done! 3 more to go~

ergh today aku siapkn dinamika, jasa baik mus (ketua group aku a.k.a abg polis) die kate "xpela ko buat jek ckit, lantak la".(die amat memahami aku cz aku kne pngucapan awam lg) T.T

nasib bdn dpt kwn yg memahami..

ok done!

skang tggal utk pngucapan awam. isi aku da cari tggl nk susun and nk praktis..

OMG! wat the hell nk suh aku brucap kt dpn org dgn bahasa baku! SAYA~ (mnyebut ngn bahasa baku ye)

otak die~! aku mane pernah formal nie..tau gelak jek n ssh nk serius..shit!

cmne la aku nk g..

peribahasa pun failed! aku nie bkn la A. SAMAD SAID pun..apala nasib bdn kene vote ngn rakan2 kelas kn..

dorg kate aku nie bagus berkata2 and kat kelas pun xpnah bhenti brckap..haha dorg wat lawak.

berserah~ cube sehabis baik! mntak tlg tok guru la ty..haha

pas pngucapan da siap, bersedia tuk agama lak!

kene siapkan rohani diri utk mngahafaz surah!

urkkk? otak da berkarat kot...

kene polish..

haha

tutor math,kmia and fizik mggu nie aku pnjam kwn la..hahha~ trpkse..

itu la yg mmbuatkn aku crazy pusing kepala tongkang pecah...

tu la xdgr nasihat mama..degil tol ko aan! jadi ank yg dgr kate la..haha

duduk

terasa nk tulis blog la pulak pas bace blog2 org.

ok 'click' aku tekan new post.sambil dgr lagu taylor swift.haha..(bru dwnload td)

aku tggu lame, refresh 2x baru dapat bukak neww pst nie..tu blum tggu kuar 1-1 lg..loading.'lampi tol tenet aku nie'.

mane xnye sent 659bps, received 0bps.bkn lmbat,xde signal lgsg..nasib..

ape lg aku pun agkat laptop aku ats bwh (knun dpt la sgnal) pusing latop smbil dudk akhirnye dpt guk bkak new post nie. and this is one of the reason aku mls nk bkak blog and post new entry.haha.

spertimane title post aku 'duduk'

haha..

mksud yg tersirat tu sbnrnye bosan la tu..

sbb tu aku duduk jek ngadap laptop.usha2 blog,fcebooking..

smlm aku xde keje sje jek tuka status from single to married kt facebook.(guess who?) haha

syamilla jd mgse a.k.a best fren aku

sorry la illa..

tp die accept pg td..org pun brtalu-talu cmment die..haha die femes..(ceh)

xpela xde keje pnye pasal wat la scndal.haha..

kul 10 pg ni aku dkejotkn dgn adik aku.

"an bgn buat air, lala suh"

ha?!! kejut aku juz tuk wat air? ape wat air pun xley sndri ka?

aku pun reply "ya allah, wat air pun suh aku?"

adik aku pun blah tnpe respon n aku pun...smbung tdo! haha

tp xlme 10.30, adk aku kjot lg. "an bgn mkn"

well kali nie aku bgn dgn baik..mkn punye psl..haha

msuk blik air wat2 yg ptt trun bwh..

mkn mee soup~ family aku msk (abah,mama,akak)

abg ipar aku ade kt umh skng nie..

da siap msk abg pnye abg ipar aku dtg..so mkn la sme..

selesai aktiviti bersma kuarga tuk arini..

haha

bpk aku bkak lak siaran tv sultan johor mangkat.innalillah..takziah.

sepatutnye sekolah arini cuti ganti raye cine.aku expect umh aku sunyi jek la aku sorg rini.

tp cuti cz bekabung sultan johor.

dppt sultan baru arini

mama ajk g jb.tp nth die tu..xgerak2 lg..haha

xpectation: xg jb pun arini.

so aku duduk la disini bilik aku yg trcinta nie ngadap laptop smbil tulis blog+facebooking yg akn aku tinggalkn esk tuk balik matrik..

ok kali nie wat 1st time aku time aku kne blk matrik

haish...eh! xley kene time..

ok balik matrik esk ngn sarah..

bye~

tu jek..hahah

duduk la...

very funy

there's one funny story tat i would laugh out loud.

well back then i have some issue with my friends

all my friends said tat all im always keep forgetting about them..

and they said tat they felt uneasy with my attitude (keep forgetting)

in addition they said im changed from before were im always texting them, talk with them and etc..

due tat im like crazy trying to resolve tis friendship problems..

it take yearssss to finally regain my trustworthy about this friendship..

but...here comes the funny part.

now, well i realised it from time to time tat, wat all my friends said back then just reflected to them back..

i mean they doing wat im doing long ago..

well im not sure if they are forgetting about me or not. but wat i felt right now seems like they are doing it right now..

for me it's very FUNNY MAN~~~ haha

i kept on texting them, call them... but i dunno?

seems there is no connection between us.. seems they dun care anymore..

well for me....now im announcing tat whatever happen i just dun care..

hahaha~ better i just take care of myself instead of being care or think about others..

i just dun care man.. for me now just make it simple..

do wat make you happy and dun think to much, just keep on going and ignore wat they say about you. just be yourself..

nothing's wrong when you live alone and just be alone rather than keep busying about others tat just a waste of time.

myb aku berkawan in the present time only..

myb tats wat all my friends do..so now its reflected at me.. myb..

thanx~

hahahahahahahaahahahaha

a funny story rite?

_never understand_

A.K.U
TIDAK
FAHAM
BETUL!!!!!!!!!!